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i wrote a dumb blog last night. it was super late. i was in a really bad mood and being dumb. i took a vitamin to help stop my anxiety, but it seems all it did was make me a super paranoid blubbering idiot. i have deleted it. hopefully no one can read it. i apologize if so. i have no idea what was wrong with me. i obviously need some self reflection time. possibly meditation. i do need to blog everyday. it helps. so i'm making a xanga. my deviantart is getting too much traffic from people around my school and in general. putting my deep thoughts down here is basically opening a door to the vultures. and the library has deviantart blocked, so

I'm so wicked excited. Everything is going fantasticly. And I just ate really healthy stuff and that makes  my tummy happy. That was so random. But anyways, I will be signing a contract with Quarantined Clothing on my Robot Love design, which will be making it official that I am affiliated with them. Woot woot! It's awesome how my boredom drove me to make something that people are actually willing to pay for. It's freaking awesome! lol. I love creating stuff. I figure if I keep my head up and in the right direction, a lot of good can happen from this. ^_^ I feel like trying to fly over a rainbow. hahaha. Cassy, if your reading this, will you

I'm at Cass's house, waiting for to get off of work. Not Cassy, the other Cass. Ha, I wish it was Cassy. Anyways, I just submitted a bunch of stuff. Things have been rollercoaster-ish lately. My emotions, insecurities, paranoia and what not, at an all time high. I am definantly sun deprived. I can not wait until I can just fall onto the ground and soak in the sun for a while. I'm kind of hyper today though. My grades are fantastic, my art work is being recognized everywhere I go, more and more doors keep opening and everything just keeps flowing out of my brain onto paper or photoshop so smoothly. It seems that all of my artistic abilities ha