i wrote a dumb blog last night. it was super late. i was in a really bad mood and being dumb. i took a vitamin to help stop my anxiety, but it seems all it did was make me a super paranoid blubbering idiot. i have deleted it. hopefully no one can read it. i apologize if so. i have no idea what was wrong with me. i obviously need some self reflection time. possibly meditation. i do need to blog everyday. it helps. so i'm making a xanga. my deviantart is getting too much traffic from people around my school and in general. putting my deep thoughts down here is basically opening a door to the vultures. and the library has deviantart blocked, so does my school. guess xanga.com it will be.
until next time, peace out.
anyone want to get a hold of me, text or call me.
i'm going home and will not have internet access until i go to school.